Part 1

OOC: Ok, this chat actually is being posted in two parts because LJ hates me. Either that or it's just not going to let me post a 33 page chat. Eh, whatever. There shouldn't be anything to offend in the first segment. Verious kinks are only mentioned within, none are practiced.

( It's been a few days since Mads had seen Ioan--he'd chosen to give the young man a bit of space )

Part 2

OOC: Ok, in this order, these are the possible squicks. Minor violence (someone gets slapped), bondage, flogging, minor violence again (someone gets slapped again), blood/knife play. That should cover it. If you don't like, don't read.

And the tour turns into the aformention test...
( At least he doesn't just want a sub to do whatever he asks, Ioan muses, watching the other man closely. )

Part 3

OOC: Because LJ truly hates me, it's not letting the entirety of the second part of the chat go in one entry. So, here's the rest of it.

( Pressing his face into Ioan's shoulder for a moment, Mads tries to get himself under control )

Private

So...I had my test today, and it went well. Mads is a good dom...he enjoys a mouthy sub...enjoys the challenge. Even if he won't out and out admit it. And gods, he's good with a knife...damned good. It seemed like it stopped being about the test at some point though...but that doesn't make sense...does it? And after the second time...when he pulled out, I could swear he had been about to try and pull me into his arms...but that can't possibly be right. You just don't do shit like that. You just don't. And you certainly don't imagine someone trying to do that, unless you've gone off your bloody rocker. And the snogging! So bloody much of it...and odd thing is...I enjoyed it...it didn't bother me...dear gods...snogging, imagining someone trying to...to cuddle with me...I must be turning into a woman. That's what it has to be. There just isn't any other explaination. But if I'm turning into a woman...how the hell do I explain Mads' behaviour? Because he was acting just as oddly as I was...but then again, he's been here for twenty years...but...he had seemed confused too...but no, that can't be right. I've just been imagining things...loss of blood and what. Yes, just loss of blood. But maybe I should just give him a bit of space, make sure that there's nothing weird going on...yes...just give him space for a week. I'm sure he'll want the time to...to...um...get over his snogging phase. Yes, that's it. Must have been something in the water...or the food...could definately have been the water...we both drank water halfway through...maybe the water in the rooms has something in it...that's a reasonable explaination. Right then...so, no more snogging, no cutting again until I'm sure I'm not low on blood, and give Mads a wide berth for a week. That should clear up everything.

On another note, Mads says he's going to recommend at least Level 6 for me...I suppose that's good...but I wanted higher...then again, I imagine they think if they place me higher, let me have the privillage of coming and going I'll run. But I won't. I like it here. I just don't let them know that, because well, I just don't. Can't let them know that. Gods only know what would happen if I did.